Thursday, July 13, 2006

okayy. i really wanna go for the soccer thingy on friday. i'm so looking forward to it. cuz i want to play soccer so much. i'm just waiting for them to teach me play. but too bad. the thingy is at 7. and i'm having dinner with my teammates. aarrrgg. and i dont even know if i want to go. not that i can dont go, just that. everything is so weird now. the group is spliting. so it's like. i can imaginie the atmosphere on friday. everyone'll be awkward. we will all be trying to act like nothing's wrong but actually everything has gone all wrong. aarrgg. so it's like, if this is the way it's gonna be. i would really rather go for soccer then going for dinner. so shit can. AIYAH!!!!!!

honestly, i cant wait for next year. so that i can join soccer. i'm discovering what kind of sport god made me good at. i hope it's soccer. and of cuz. netball too. WOOHOO. i feel so young. hahahha. i think when your young. you should really try all sorts of things. GOOD THINGS. not those things please. hahha. go see things outside. then when you grow up. you wont regret not trying this not learning that. because as you know, many things is age limitted. and many things needs to be picked up when your younger. i'm speaking this from experience. there's many things i regret not doing when i'm younger. things like not joining tennis when i'm in school. the reason is because i didnt really like mrs yee and she happen to be the teacher in-charge. hahahah. not staying in band, not join ing netball instead. many many things. and i'm not only talking about sports. i'm also refering to life and peers. peers very important. because you are what they are. they study, you study. they are serious about achieving good things. you are. but if they are bad influence, you are too. many dont agree on this point. they often say that when their parents tells them not to mix around with people that is bad. then the child will always say this "they are bad doesnt meanthat i am bad what. i dont do whatthey do can already lo". agree?? but i'm telling you this. you are about to turn bad. because if you know that your friends are bad yet you want to be with them, what does it proves?? and mind you. i used to be one of those child who say those things to my teachers and parent. but what have i turned out to?? an expelled student, a lesbian, a girl that does nothing but club, smoke, drink and steal. this isnt a good thing my friend. and i thank god for changing my life.

so here's a little advise,

dont do things you will regret

there is a reason why they always say,
think before you do.

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